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Fairy tale.

If relationships were really like an eraser and a pencil that’s just sad. Is someone made to male mistakes and the other to be there to fix it? How bout try harder so you make less mistakes. If you do care about the eraser and it’s existence then you”ll do your best to keep it’s existence. If you use the eraser with the thought that there will be another to replace it then you don’t care at all. Sadly life is about give and take. Yes while the pencil makes such great things. Writes great literature And creates the greatest of arts the eraser will always be there to fix the pencils mistakes. But sometimes if the pencil cares about the eraser it will cross it out instead of have the eraser erase it. No matter how hard the eraser erases a mistake the pencil makes the mistake is still there. It happened. It’s better to deal with it ourselves and cross it out rather than having the eraser know about it and erase it.
If a pencil finds comfort in the eraser being there always to fix it’s problems then you are also ok with it being replaced. Just like a pencil can find anther eraser, an eraser can find another pencil. Let’s not live in fairy tales. Stop being selfish. Both pencils and erasers can die. What’s the saddest is when one has to watch the other die. Disappearing from their lives. Both began together as one. They should end as one. Not seprately. Because before we know it we lose what was closest to us. And no one can replace the other with another cos they others won’t be the same. Pens are independent but they need white outs once in a while. The saddest life is of a mechanical pencil. It may live in immortality but the have to watch so many eraser disappear. Eh. Don’t be selfish.
Be a pencil. Be an eraser. They begin as one and share one thing and one purpose. Be there for each other. Then they die as one. Eh.

K-Fest song. Kim Tae Woo - Sarangbi / 사랑비 / Love Rain / Rain of Love

I’m sure you’ve had someone that you loved leave you
You might have thought it was all my fault
That’s why I couldn’t hold onto you

I thought that I could forget small pains like this
and that another love would come and find me
why I can’t forget about you?

I just look up at the sky
and cry out please love me again
If only this small wish in my heart
would turn into rain and fall from the sky

If my love comes into your head
the memories comes alive again
If my love comes into your heart
I’m reminded of our precious love

If my love touches your lips
you cry out to me that you love me
following the rainy street…
As you walk, walk, walk
you will see the me that you were waiting for

With the key called trust
I open the box called love
I call to send a prayer called love
Even if my heart can’t find you

I just look up at the sky
and cry out please love me again
If only this small wish in my heart
would turn into rain and fall from the sky

If my love comes into your head
the memories comes alive again
If my love comes into your heart
I’m reminded of our precious love

If my love touches your lips
you cry out to me that you love me
following the rainy street…
As you walk, walk, walk
you will see the me that you were waiting for

Go back to that time
as I prayed for just once in my life
if I cry out like this
the rain of love will come down

If your love rains down on my eyes
you are standing in front of me
if your love rains down on my ears
you are whispering sweet nothings again

I love you, if I held you in my arms again
if I were to be happy again
I would follow that sunny road…
walking and walking together
we will see the us that we’ve been hoping for

Praying for you to come back to me…
Once again…

사람들이 말하는 엄마 정류장 당신을위한 영감 있습니다.
그들은 어려운 상황을 극복하기 때문에 그들은 강한 그렇게 말하 지마.
당신이 흔들리지 중단해야한다고 말한 사람 중지합니다.
엄마 당신은 약한 반대입니다.
당신은 내가 알고있는 가장 강력한, 가장 사랑하는, 가장 배려하는 사람입니다.
엄마는 널 사랑해.
당신의 약한 말씀 중지합니다.
아파요.
당신이 말했듯이.
네 아버지는 내가 당신을 돌봐 지옥의 깊이 가서 말했 잖아.
내가 너희들을위한 영원히 작동됩니다.
그냥  실망시키지 하시기 바랍니다.
일을하지, 왜 이것을하고있어 내 생각을 시작할 수 있도록 확실하지 않습니다.
엄마가 오늘 시작하는 당신이 모든 노력 목적을 제공하고 있는지에 대해 알고 있는지 확인합니다.
그리고 목적은 현실이됩니다 있는지 확인합니다.

The new beginning

Aye I don’t know who or what made me join tumblr but I think it’s time to start using it now… Anyhow I think the hardest thing to tell someone is goodbye. Maybe that’s why I have been using aui revouir alot. I dunno how to spell in French so whatever >_>. Telling someone bye means you don’t know when you’ll see them ever again. All you know is that is… That person you were talking to will go away for However long they wish to be gone for and come back when they wish to come back. Why can’t anything in my life be solid for once. I thought that throughout our days we had something real. Maybe it was real. Or is it still real. Family, friends, faith, emotions, and even now… Companions. I guess everything is temporary at the end. Just like life is temporary cos in the end there’s death, I’m just skipping how details and going straight for the kill. Sorry kiddo that you had to deal with me. 365 letters. To be honest I wrote. 87 so far cos I knew when you left glenview…I’d be too busy to write to ya on somedays. Staples journal paper burns fast 0.0 I guess like everything, all comes to an end. And once it’s at it’s end it’s impossible to be what it was before. Just like ashes can’t make trees, nor the dead become alive. But… As bad as it seems not all is bad. The tree served its purpose. It was something before it died. It face oxygen as a tree, as wood it built stuff to be useful,as paper it was put on the beauty of arts and literature. Until its end it served a purpose even though it’s death will come at any moment. Until the very end we face it a go I guess. Or you did. Thank u. Babo. Next time I see ya, I’ll just smile and raise my eyebrows the as you hate it. And of course say hi, then aui revouir.

Umma…i don’t know how to be there for you. I wish I can do something about it. Be strong.., cos to be honest i’m just like you. I’m weak at heart. Umma..

think about your actions before you do them. there’s a reason why we have so many problems. and i told you before yet you don’t listen. You never listen. you’re always lost in your own little world that your so oblivious to the real world. so just STOP. STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.

STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.

STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.

STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.STOP.

stupid turd-like oblivious person.